●松露人生●

最近突然又把這部舊電影找出來看了兩遍，心情跟當年電影上映的時候心境很不一樣了。
2003年看的時候，我有一顆很大而且無限膨脹的夢想泡泡，未來到底會怎麼樣都有無限可能，那時還住在家裡，我充滿了對自由的期待。

而現在在看的時候，我非常能理解女主角跟男主角說的:
『克里夫蘭對我們來說就是一個大型的候機室，我們只需要在這邊等待，總有一天會有人叫到我們的。』
還有當她遇到事業與愛情兩難的時候，她狠下心告訴男主角: 
『我不能讓別人告訴我看夠了這個世界，這次不行。』

年紀小時有很多對夢想的堅持，會在追逐的路上跌跌撞撞，坑坑巴巴的路讓我越來越明白，十條交叉路總有一天會剩下五條，三條，然後才會知道到底要什麼。事實不總是符合預期，所以常常需要妥協和修正。

我正覺得自己現在也正坐在一個很大的候機室裡面，不知道哪天才會被叫到我的名字。等到被叫到時，我會大步跨出那一步的。

I really like the old movie “View from the top" (2003). The first time watching it, I had feeling so different from now. At that time, I had a huge and expanding dream bubble, I was not sure what I will be alike ten years later and so expected freedom and future.

But now, I am totally understand how the feeling is when actress told to the actor: “This is just a big giant waiting room and someday somebody will calls our names."
And "I can't let somebody else tells me that I've seen enough. Not again."

When we were very young, we had lots of thoughts about "dream", that's why we sometimes got hurt when we were chasing. The obstacles let us know ten roads in front of us, one day it will last five, three, then we finally understand ourselves better and better as time goes by, about what we really want to seize. Mostly we have to compromise in reality, and no pain, no gain.

I am so feel I am sitting in a huge waiting room now and waiting someday, somebody calls my name. I will step out happily for the chance.

建議可以聽這首當女主角在片中實現第一步夢想時的插曲，歌詞也非常符合意境
Suggest to listen this song put in this movie

Performed by Natalie Grant: No sign of it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yIC4Qib48WE

Part of Lyrics "No sign of it"

Just to see whether it all works out
It's a long road, a heavy load
You gotta really want to go
And just let the others walk around, you now

Up and down again but this time it's different
It took some waiting to straighten out the bend
In and out of luck, yeah at times it was difficult
I got a new life baby, it takes some getting used to but

No sign of any rain
My skies are clear today
I keep bracing for that hit
But there's not sign of it

No obstacles in sight
My skies are clear tonight
(My skies are full of light)
I keep thinking, I might see that cloud arrive
Oh, but there's no sign of it, no sign of it